June is almost gone and we've done 20 weeks!!

Pretty soon I will be able to say my hubby comes back next month!!! I am so excited. We are almost in the 30's of how many days he has left... I think its so awesome that we are already in month 5 about and we have done so well.. I have only had what like 2 melt downs and they were mostly hormonal since I just had lauren or when I was pregnant with her.
Lauren is getting so big. She is almost three months old. She has changed so much since she was born. The boys are doing pretty good. Alex keeps asking if we are going to go pick up daddy and gets excited when I say anything that seems similar. I have decided I wanted to suprise Alex with a big "package" from daddy and it being daddy inside... I think he would be super super excited! I think both boys should see daddy at the same time.. but Matt wants to surprise Bryan at the hockey rink.. His mind is set on it...
Lauren gets to meet daddy all by herself. :) I am thinking the boys will be at school when he gets in and hopefully its just Lauren and I. I am excited for her to meet her daddy! I already have her outfit picked out and her shoes and all I need is some new earrings and a head band.
6 more weeks!! I hope they fly by super fast! I am ready to be all together as a family of 5!
At the same time of excitement I have anxiety! I feel the pressure to look awesome for my hubby! Especially because I just had lauren and I feel still like I have some baby flab going on.. but with three kids I hardly get a break to actually exercise. It's a blessing when a friend will ask if I need her to watch my kids so I can go for a run! I have ran like 3 times now and on those days I am sooo much happier! Running is such a stress reliever for me! Plus I am trying to keep the house super clean until then and that is also tough with three kids.. ok not super clean but picked up! I want to steam clean the carpets a day or so before he gets here as well.. I am excited but nervous! :) come on 6 weeks go by fast! we miss daddy!

Is it really June?!

Yay! It is finally June. 2 more months. I am excited. I am so done with this deployment. I can not wait to hold my hubby! I can not wait to kiss him and love on him! I am so done being a single parent. I feel so bad for all those single parents out there .. I am so greatful for my husband and what he does for our family. He sacrafices so much for us and for that I am super proud of that man! We are going on our second week of summer vacation the first week was not so bad. I plan on going Ice skating with the boys this coming week and then maybe going to chuckee cheese some time soon this month as well. . I have an awesome friend that I can trust to watch baby Lauren.
I look at my three children and feel so blessed. They are so cute and at times so sweet. They just want to be good and please me and that makes me so happy! Lauren is doing good on her routine she sleeps better then before.. She takes a night bottle any where from 9:30-10:30 and then goes to bed till 4 am then wakes up again at 6:3-7 am . I feel I get enough sleep.
I am having issues  not being able to exercise as much as I would like. That is making me sad because I feel so blah with out that extra boost. I will be glad when Matt gets back so i can start to run again and start training for my half marathon! 64 days till the love of my life gets back!! yay! We have been talking about where we might try to go to next... and so far Matt really wants to go to Germany. I have never really wanted to do that.. but I am willing to go to the moon and back for this man! lol We will see what happens..
I am hoping these next few weeks go by faster!! I am ready to be a whole family!!!!