We are at July already!!! YAY! yet now that we are in July it seems like time started to go slow slow slow! I feel like I have so many more added tensions and many more stresses! I feel me and the kids are all alone with no one and I need to try to freaking get my mind out of the sad zone and pick it up.. be a better mommy for the kids take them out more let them have more fun! I am so blessed and I need to keep reminding myself that.. Keep asking God to help me not dwell on stupid stuff and give my stresses and worries to him! We have 20 something days till daddy comes home and it's killing me ... We start hockey again next week!!! and we start swim classes again next week and I am so excited! We have swimming for two weeks so I am thinking that once that is over that we only have two more weeks.. I am so excited!! Plus I am hoping that bryan gets good enough at swim class to pass the pool test and be able to go down the slides alone and the diving board so that he can swim with daddy and do those things with daddy when he gets back! that would be an awesome surprise for daddy if he could do that. Lauren is getting soo big and she laughs and plays and coos at me and the boys so much.. she even coo's at Matt all the time. We wont a photo session for our home coming with Matt and I am super excited! It is going to be awesome! I think the thing I am most excited about it Matt meeting Lauren.. I can not wait to see his face when he sets eyes on to our little princess.. I love my children so much and I am so thankful for them!
Come on July!! go super fast already! I want to see my handsome hubby!
